One Family = One House???

"One house is not meant that is for one family and One family can own more than one house".

It meant that:
You own a house, but inside there can involved more than one family;

and One family (members) can own few houses.

Don't think that you have your own house, no one can involve your 'Family Matters".... I can said NO NO and NO...

I though that what even happen to my house, that is my own business, my problems.. but.. NOT AT ALL...

Why?? haha... haha... except for laugh, I don't know what I can "express" out...

I really hope my tears can out in front of "them" and can voice out what even things that I am not satisfied and not happy things in front of "them", score them directly, let "them" know if "they" are on my situation, how they will feel???? I really want to ask "them": "How do you feel"??

But.. I really "too strong" and "patient", I will not allow my tears out in front of them...

"He" not really support me.. I really sad some times, but I can't show it out...

"He" will think that I am too much, find troubles, like to argue....

Why I can't angry?? why I can't show I am not satisfied?? Why I have to accept?? I really really don't understand some times...

Everythings "they" suggest, voice up and advice are "CORRECT" and "ACCEPTABLE";

Everythings that "I" suggest, voice up and advice are "NOT CORRECT" and "UNACCEPTABLE".

That is "Our" house, why can't we make the decisions by our own???

Of course that they can PROVIDE the advices and money, but not meant that we got to accept it.

Why does not give a chance for us to try to "solve" it by our own, why must help???

"They" do things behind, "they" are right, because "they" are HELPING not DISTURBING, so we must "APPRECIATE" it....

I even though bought the book regarding the "family" to council my self, make my self to "understand" the "them".

I really really tired on this matter... I have a lot of "planning" inside my mind, hope it will not use it one day!! I really don't want this day come...I pray...